Wrap up

This may be my last post here at blogger. Time to wrap it up and also for the year of 2013 =) For now, is waiting for the arrival of 2014, and also more exciting years to come!

To be honest

To be honest, I didn't want to let go of his hand for a good 3 seconds just now. It does felt good to have some one who wants to hold you as his significant other half. However, he is not the one :(

Playing with long shuttle =)

Moving soon!

I've been playing with the ideas on changing from blogspot to another blogging website for a while. The idea originated a few years ago, from the changing trend of people blogging at blogspot to other blog website like tumblr and wordpress. Back then, all that I really need is a platform to bring my voice out to the public, yet knowing that only a handful of people will actually read my blog. Contradicting much? I know, so I didn't bother to make any changes either. Well, is not like I need lots of clicks to make up for an advertisement quota or I need a lot of people to know. 

Most of the things I will be blogging about are my personal thoughts, thoughts that I am keeping to myself. Thoughts that I think is right to myself and yet not wish to impose to others, or a place to channel my anger (most of the time), or events that had happened and I need to write them down because I'm afraid of losing them, or maybe the things I just feel like writing. I'm not a good writer with all my silly grammatically mistake all over the place. I remember letting E to mark my essays all the time back in Uni (he is really good in his words and writing skills), he would always returned my essays with red markings covering almost whole of the page. Haha. 

Now, 5 years have pass since I started this blog. It has covers a lot of chapters in my life. For the new year, I want to start a new blog fresh. Hence, I think now is the right time to close this book and start on a new one soon =) 

Three (3) things

There are three things that I want to share today.

Today, a friend shared one of the key lesson she learned in life with me. 
It goes like this, with reference to the picture below, if you are asked to place a dot in the triangle that represents where you are at the moment, where will you put it?

For her case, she was told bout this triangle in a time when she was most distanced from her family. It was a terrible time and things didn't go well with her family. Not only so, there were only so little time left for herself. This message came to her at the right time, and it enlightened her that, changes needed to be made, relationships to amend. She took the message seriously and work on herself and the relationships with her family. Things were then changed for the better, it is a good ending for her =) Till now, this triangle is one of the key lesson in life that she hold on dearly. It helped her to keep check with all the relationships around her and make sure that she is not placing too much on one end and neglected the rest.

So that makes me wonder, what about myself? I think at the moment, my dot will be placed slightly towards self and family, though I am meeting up with friends at least once a week. I can not stay at home for far too long. I would be getting restless if I stay home for more than 2 days. Itchy butt I got, my mom once told me.

What about you? How are you balancing your family, friends and time for yourself?

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Friends with benefit or temporary boyfriend? 
Since my birthday is coming, a friend offered to celebrate with me and he even asked me if I wanted any birthday present. Wow, sounds like a good guy right? Yeah, he is, unfortunately, he is attached. That makes me wonder, is this normal? Am I really the only overly jealous girlfriend that stops my bf from building any relationship with the opposite sex. By the way, I don't think so, I never stops him. However I do want him to keep me accountable... make sense, no? ANY WAY, back to the story, I kindly rejected him that I don't need any present, just a simple dinner and a nice drink after will do. Then he came and offer me something really crazy! He says he can be my bf for the day. HUH?! I was like, are you sure your gf will be happy bout this? And he replied, yes. HUH?!!! Right... what has the world become?! (maybe he lied bout the gf agreeing to this). The conversation went on with me asking more question bout it (I still cannot believe it) and then friends with benefit came into the picture. *gasp* I might have heard stories like this happening on other people, but never once I've ever imagined it happening to me. Trust me, just make sure your heart is not easily shaken and anchor to the Lord, then is really not that hard to turn thosppe temptations down. 

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Have you ever heard of a dog's heart beat?
I was placing my hand on my dog's chest just now and I tried to feel her heart beat. It was not easy to spot the heart beat at first. You need to make sure that it is lying down, then slide your hand towards the left side of the chest. If it slightly tilted its body up front a bit, it will be difficult for you to feel it. So you need to make sure that it is lying down on it left side, I think the heart sort of comes nearly to the skin when it does that, then slowly but surely you will feel it. It was just amazing to feel another heart beats, as it represents life. Life that you and me cannot give, it is so precious. The same goes with yours, be grateful and never take life for granted.

Thankful

I was looking through my photo albums on Facebook, there was this sudden feeling of being blessed emerged. I'm really thankful for all the wonderful blessings in my life. I've got to travel so much, and able to meet so many amazing, beautiful people in life. What else can I ask for? Nothing :)

Escape Goat.

Maybe to a certain extent, it is true that
he was pushing his responsibility to
other people. But under who's influence? I
think is the person who introduced the job
to him, refusing to admit that she made
a wrong recommendation to the company.
It was convenient for them, as I was there
so eager to help and available for them
to be use to as an escape goat.

Then again, the whole issue will not be
that complicated if there isn't a 3rd person
who claim to have an eye for character (
actually the person who has the worst
character in the company) to make a
irresponsible complain against him.

Also, not to forget the boss who is so
easily influence by all the wrong people, the
one who is hopeless in assigning task to ppl,
and also the one who made such a reckless
judgement without really understanding the
issue.

At the end of the day, I really felt like me
and him, is just another two puppet who had
fallen into the company's political traps.

Time for a drink mate, and I wish you all
the best in your future venture.
Is a good thing that you are leaving!

beer clanks*