酸。

酸。超级的酸啊！

说出了我的心声

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Sentimental

This coming week is the going to be the last week of my stay in Malacca. I'm glad that I can finally get out of this place. But at the same time, I'm feeling very sad.

I've learnt so much in the past 18 months here. So many memories build, not just with the company but with him. Though we can't spend much time together while he is here, but we did went to explore around the town for a bit. Some times, some where in town, I can still see his shadow on the street with me.

Is going to be a tough week ahead. Keep me in your prayers.

Nice guy vs Jackass

Grandpa: So when is your "friend" coming for visit again?
Me: He is not coming any more, we separated..
Grandma: You must be lying to me. you are right?
Me: No.. is true grandma. We part ways...
Grandparent: ....
Me: Is difficult, when I'm here and he is in SG.
Grandpa: true la..
Grandma: So who dont't want who?
Me: He don't want me.. 

Grandma: you must be joking.  

Me: No I'm not. Is true. 

Grandma eyes was tearful after hearing that. I wanted to cry too. But I can't, I need them to not worry and that I'll be fine.

Me: well, I can always find some one better. Maybe find some one handsome and rich!
Grandpa: haha. but is not easy to find some one like this.
Me: well, maybe some one that can treat me well.. A nice guy
Grandma: I think he is a nice guy.. 

That's true, but he is still the jackass that call the relationship off.

never leave a true relation for few faults

This is for you. I am not perfect, so were you. I didn't choose to give up, but you did. I hope you find the courage to love another, for who they were and not leave them for their faults.

Squabbles

Even after the break up, we are still having squabbles. This time, is just the same as before, hurtful and filled with anger. I don't know why we even started it at the first place. Was it to retrieve that slightest bit of hope of getting back together? If only. But it didn't, and it only made it worse.

I wish it still matters. I wish you would take one more step forward, if I really meant something to you. But is still just wishful thinking.

Angry Dragon

Okay, scratch the previous post. I am so not ready. It really sucks to wake up most morning still feeling blue over the previous relationship. I need to get my acts together. ARGH!!!!! I hate what you have done to me, E. TAN E G!