not a pleasant one, again.

I had nightmares of him leaving me, every single night for 2 weeks, after we part ways. I can still remember clearly of the night we spoke on the phone. I was tired and frustrated over the fact that I was the one encouraging us to hold on, while he kept bringing in all the the factors that we might not make it. I can still remember the last talk we had (in person) and also as we leave, how we turn our backs on each other and never look back. Actually I did look back. I saw him hurrying himself towards the staircase, quickly disappearing in the crowd, while I stand and look for a while.

I haven dream of him for a while now, but I did last night. And it was not a pleasant one, again.