Ready

A friend of mine asked if she can introduce a guy to me. To my surprise, I replied no. I thought I was eager to meet some one new, but I was rather afraid when she asked. I wasn't ready. I wasn't ready to give up my life now and be involve in another relationship again. I am also afraid that I'll screw it up again. Then again, I'll never know when will I be ready, I'll leave this part to God. I'm sure He had already figured it out, so I'll just take it easy for now ;)