So close yet so far

I didn't felt so disappointed when I broke up with my ex,
but today I felt it, I was really disappointed.

I went to see Nick Vujicic. However, there were so many people at the church that, those who were late were all turned away. I was one of them. Even when I was there ahead of time, way before the scheduled time. I searched and searched for a car park and walked a distance. Then I was turn away. 

So close yet so far. Next time, I will be there early =(

Thankful

I am thankful to still have you to care for me and be patient on me.
I am thankful to still have you believe in me despite all that I have done unto you.
I am thankful that you still call me your friend.

Be happy my friend and know that she is a lucky girl ;)

I'm glad I helped.

I stayed back quite late last night, to work on a presentation with my colleague. As much as I'm angry with my boss for changing things last minute, but I guess I have my part to play as well. If only I put in more effort into it, then we wouldn't have to stay so late. That reminds me of a verse from the Bible.

5 Slaves, obey your earthly masters with respect and fear, and with sincerity of heart, just as you would obey Christ. 6 Obey them not only to win their favor when their eye is on you, but as slaves of Christ, doing the will of God from your heart.

Ephesians 6: 5–6

Although the night was tough and long, but I'm glad I stayed back to help. My colleague finally able to present it on her own and she had improved so much then. She thank me later that day and I can felt her sincerity in it. It felt warm and fuzzy in my heart. 

1 Corinthians 13:4-6

She went up to the stage and shared how her illness had overwhelm her. How badly it had affected her sleep, her life, her frustration, not being understood by her husband and finally her frustration with God. Her helplessness had bring her nowhere but only distancing herself from those around her. Then in the mid of the helplessness, God drew her back to Him. Wrapping Himself around her, as she knelt down in her prayer once again,  He told her that she is His "beautiful princess". God promised her that every thing is going to be okay, softening her heart and allowing her to rest in Him. So there she was, sharing her testimony with the church, seeking our help to pray for her and also sharing such moving testimony.

Under the stage, I saw how her husband hold her hands, as though they are a newly married couple once again. I am awe by the fact that she just confess how her illness affected their relationship and yet they can still keep the relationship alive despite all that had happened. What an amazing role model to learn from!

old school

I was having this chat with my colleague the other day and she says that blogger is quite out dated already. Haha, I do agree with her, so I guess I'm part of the old school clan now. I tried other blogging website before, such as tumblr. But I still find blogger easier to manage, not to mention that I can customized the template of my blog (easily*).

So old school or not, I guess I just need a platform where I can share my ideas or keep a record of all the things I thought of or felt of. It does not serve as a broadcaster (though some people will take it personally for all the things that I said on this blog). Oh well, I guess if you are not comfortable reading them, then don't click onto my blog and read. I never put a knife on your neck and force you to read it. Right?

written by a member of an old school clan

Some of the bible study questions worth sharing =)

Some of the bible study questions worth sharing =)

1. Are you alive spiritually or just breathing, going through the motions?
2. Are you so thirsty for God that on any other day, you can only be satisfied when you've drunk deeply of Him?
3. Do you desire God more than any thing else, like as if He's there in person with you right now?
4. Do you taste the sweetness, peace and love, like God deep in you now?
5. Just the thought of God- does it captivate you?

Time to make the dreams come true.