Sunday, January 31, 2010

trust.faith.believe.

How can one still trust in others when his/her feelings been betrayed?

How can one still have faith in other when her hope been ruined?

How can one still believe when her dreams had been shattered?

There are just so much unspoken anger, disappointment within me. I had been trying really hard to cover them, forget about them and moved on, but is getting so much harder day by day. I need to get them out, somehow. Not with my own will, I can never do it all by myself, I need something more ingenious and powerful...

Answer to all is God.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Just another quiet time =)


It was late in the evening, the sun has just set a moment ago and the sky was going to get dark soon. I was waiting for my mom to pick me up and head home together.

I was there sitting in my small, little silver Hyundai Atoz. Both of my legs resting on the passenger seat, my right arm on the sterling wheal while my left arm resting on the shoulder of the driver seat. I was watching a live soccer match on a school's field ahead of me. With the radio was playing all my favourite jazz pop, as my background music,I was really enjoying that moment. Most importantly, I felt God's presences too.

Thought this may sound a bit ridiculous to some of you out there: how can one know that God is there? But the fact is that He is just right next to us all this while, you just need to slow down your pace in life to really try to seek Him... And when you found him, I can guarantee you that you will find the joy and peace in Him; that nothing in this world can ever give to you.

Monday, January 18, 2010