Left on the shelf and proud of it

So I might be one of those girls left on the shelf.
However, I think is still so much better than getting married the third time.
I sincerely hope that this will be your last "husband to be". bitch.

Found my new favorite coffee

老师的爱，不会只停留在课室里。

昨天和我小学老师和朋友们聚会。没想到，十五年就这样过了。老师喔，还是在我想象中一样的慈祥。虽然，只有三位同学出席，但我们尽然可从七点谈到晚上十二点。我们都是被店里的员工给踢出来才肯回家。哈哈。现在的老师，可是成为我们的良师益友了。虽然我们再也不是她的学生，可是喔，在她身上还是学会了许多人生道理 (特别是现在做小学老师的困难）。哈哈，比起现在的小学生，她可是一直称赞我们那年代的孩子比较好教。听着老师的诉苦，也会想起以前的我们怎么把老师给气的半死。哈哈。除此以外，老师也会不停的教导和开解我们的心事。所以，她真的是一位好老师，而且是我很敬爱的老师。

What will you choose?

My colleague asked me a very interesting question today.

1) If you have the chance to go back in time, will you change the course that you studied?

2) If you have the chance to go back in time, will you choose not to go out with your ex?

Very impromptu of her aye? haha, she has a very cute character. Any way, my answer is like this, I might actually take up management instead of nutrition. However, having said that, I am still very much interested in nutrition. My reason for choosing management is because, unless one is determined to work their way through to being a dietitian, then only this nutrition field is worth going into. I felt a bit hanging in the sky at the moment, haha. I am unable to pursue for higher level of education (my grades don't allow me to do so, unless I take up another year of post grad diploma or sorts). And I cannot go any where else with my nutrition degree. Which is why, I took up management after the nutrition degree. It does open more doors of opportunity and I find myself doing rather better than mu nutrition degree. fail much =p

Alright, the second one, the tougher question. I really do not know. I am who I am today because I am molded  by my past and experiences. That's something I hold on to, since high school.. I do, however, may want to change a few decisions that I made, during the previous relationship. Am I making any sense here?

So yeah, that's my answers to the questions above. You?

惜缘

是。。。 珍惜每一段缘分。

First world Problem

we are so caught up with the gadgets and internet nowadays that is very rare to see a group of people who can talk to each other without looking at their phones/gadgets..

Are you using your time wisely?

I can do things that amaze myself some times.

Finally I home! Okay, I did some thing SO un-me just now that I really need to note it down. I took a taxi home just now. The taxi is not just any regular uncle, he was young, rather fair and good looking. I actually tip him just because of his good looks xD For those who knows me will tell you that, I am very anal when it comes to tipping, and... particularly towards taxi drivers. So now you have a good idea, how good looking this guy is.

I actually mistook him as one of the foreign Nepalese that has pretty good looks. Turns out that, he is a local chinese staying at Ampang. Okay, I know what are you thinking here, I'm not that crazy enough to woo him or any thing. I am just saying this cause, I can do things that amazes myself some times . haha!

So...

So... My ex reads my blog sometimes, and I blog bout him some times. Well, half of the time, so what's next? Lock my blog? Meh, can't be bothered. These are real feelings, my feelings and I'm not shy to cover them up. 

I'm okay with meeting up by the way, felt like meeting up with an old friend. Wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. However, coming down to Singapore and going through all the places we been together was not the easy part. I guess it was those bitter sweet memory that makes things hard. 

Any way, after this trip down to Singapore. I have a feeling that I am going to blog less bout him. Haha, I am reminded of all the reason why we shouldn't be together.

So... What's next for you? keep me in your prayers :)

Feeling blessed

I prayed for the strength to over come this day. God is so faithful in answering my prayers that, as soon as I step out of my house, He sent me a beautiful lady that helped me with my overweight luggage.

Although I kept resisting her offer to help me (she is quite old and I felt bad to let her carry my things for me), she soften my heart by saying ”is okay, you are like my daughter, and I'm a mom. I want to help”

God bless you, kind lady!

Another wishful thinking

I was going through my stuff for the Ez Link card this evening. I need it for my trip down to Singapore tomorrow. Then I stumble upon this,

"Cold winds drive me on
Warm hearts meet together
Lonely I feel no more
Joy because you are here"

One of the many things that made me fell in love with you. How I wish I could turn back the time and to the cafe that drew us together.

Jesus & Coffee, the perfect combo

Pandora box

So here I am, waiting for the day to come. I wonder what will happen. Feels like opening up a Pandora box, not knowing what lies ahead.. Mostly afraid, of something bad will happen. something that I cannot handle.

When our boss is away...

Photo shoot session in the office! 

Trying out a new family member from Canon

That Latte Place

Finally, I got to visit the cafe I want to go! Is known as "That Latte Place" at a art center here in Ampang. I went there with my old friend from primary school =) Is been a while since we last catch up. Any way, here's some picture of the cafe~

My annoying yet good long time buddy

Hazelnut Milk. pretty Yum! 

Guest of honor from Kedah! 

My favorite Mocha! It seems to me that Mocha always cost more than other coffee here in Malaysia. 

The art

The cafe

"Egg Ben"

 "Hearty Breakfast"

"The Omelette"

Cute baby across the table. Haha, he kept looking back at us. Very adorable. 

My near finished Mocha. I like the lines formed in the cup =)

The canopy outside the cafe. Catering for the banquet tonight. pretty nice eh? 

A trip to the forgotten world

I was instructed by my company to do a free health check up at a physio center, for those who had suffer from stroke. It was a charity health check up from the company. In here, I met a few patient who had suffer from stroke. I believe every one is very well verse with the effects of stroke. But I felt like there is a need to remind every one that, as much as we know or understand the cause and consequences of stroke, how many of us out there really took the steps to prevent it?

I met this couple, where the husband suffers from stroke few years back. They didn't buy any health insurance for him, so for those who haven got any, please do get one. You never know what will happen to you, message me if you want any, I know some good friends who has really good advice on it. Any way, back to the story, the husband used to be a lorry driver, and he was required to travel a lot. So having a healthy diet and regular exercise is out of the picture for him. But there he is at the center, after the stroke, unable to walk properly without a walking stick. His wife had to be there with him all the time. I got to talk to her briefly and knew all this. She explained that, last time they took diet and healthy life style too light heartedly. After the stroke incident, she cannot afford to do so any more. By the way, the husband was only 44 years old, and they have 3 kids at home. Being unable to care for the family and take care of yourself too, how would you feel if you are in his shoe?

Food for thought: are you going to start taking care of your diet now, or will you wait for incidents like this to happen, then only you will take actions for it?

It was a very hot afternoon today, every one was hiding in the center to get a way from the heat. Many of us discuss on what kind of food is best taken and what to avoid. A car stops at the front of the center, and a young man stepped out of the car. He opened the passenger door and assisted a man of 60 years old out of the car. He suffer from a minor stroke that left his left leg near paralyzed. You might have thought that he might look miserable and sad over his situation, but he has one of the brightest smile I ever seen by far. He is known as "leng zhai" by the center's staff, his smiles even brighter when he hears some one calls him that =)

 "Leng zhai" working hard on his physio treatment

 

some of the equipment at the center...

Finally, we end the day with good old kampung story from our captain (we call him captain because he got this rank back in the navy, if I didn't get it wrong). I tell you more on that some other time =) Till then, do make some healthy changes to your diet and lifestyle today. Don't wait on it.

My Princess... You are saved by Grace.

My Princess... You are saved by Grace.

Don't be so hard on yourself, My love. I see your heart filled with frustration. I know you're in a constant battle between your flesh and your spirit. Don't ever give up trying to live out your faith because of your weaknesses. Don't you know that nothing you do in your own strength will last? I give you grace when you've gone the wrong way, and I give you strength right when you need it. I am here waiting to make all your wrongs right and to heal all your hurts. The battles in your mind belong to Me, so don't waste any more time tearing yourself down. I love you no matter what you've done or said. Now give Me a chance to show you who you are when you are surrendered to Me. Let Me give you My gift of grace. Remember that you have been covered with My forgiveness since Calvary; now walk in freedom from the past and open My gift of a new start. 

 

Love, Your King and your Grace. (Quote Source: Naeem Callaway)

Beautiful people

So I finally take the time out to pick, print and fill up the spaces (left after I took out all the pictures I shared with E) on my cupboard door. Looking forward to more pictures to come and fill the cupboard door with all the beautiful people that I've met =)  

A good presentation day

You know you did a great job when, these words were spoken to you or about you...

"This speaker is so much better than the previous speaker!"

"Great lecture!"

"You were amazing!"

"Good job!"

"You talk is really interesting!"

Life is great at the moment, but all glory go to the Almighty one up there. 

I couldn't have done it without him. 

Singapore

Should I or should I not take it? Am I ready to step onto this piece of land again? Heavenly papa, please show me which is the right path in your eyes. All I want is your approval, and nothing else.

A smile

A smile can break the barrier between two strangers.

After seeing Max off at the terminal, I went for a visit at the restroom in KLIA. As usual, after doing my business, I went to the sink to wash my hand. There was a little girl next to me, washing her little cup. She seems like six or seven years old to me, with two pony tails, pink jacket and a school bag on her shoulder. She has this big, bright eyes and pretty fair skin for some one who is of Indian descendant.

So there we were, at the sink, she looked me and I looked her. We both smile at each other, as though we both knew each other for a very long time. Her smile was so sweet, that until now, it still left this little warm, fuzzy feeling in me.

Has any one made you felt that way before? Perhaps smile more? =)

my favorite movie's title

I found this on the streets of Seoul, Korea. It carries my favorite movie's title =) 

Jeju Island

I love it. The scenery, the outskirts, the small village roads, the ocean and etc. I am coming back again, with or without some one.

A terrible fall

I fell down, landed on my back bone, on the staircase down a mountain climb. It hurts pretty badly now. Thankfully, the bones weren't fracture. Doctor advice me not to take it light heartedly because the cartilage may be injured, as it doesn't show on the X-ray. Still, I am happy to see all my bone all intact. PHEW!