Ready

A friend of mine asked if she can introduce a guy to me. To my surprise, I replied no. I thought I was eager to meet some one new, but I was rather afraid when she asked. I wasn't ready. I wasn't ready to give up my life now and be involve in another relationship again. I am also afraid that I'll screw it up again. Then again, I'll never know when will I be ready, I'll leave this part to God. I'm sure He had already figured it out, so I'll just take it easy for now ;)

A blissful way to spend my saturday afternoon

Teh tarik, great book, entertainment on the move and 

a massage chair with blanket to cover me from the breezy air-con. 

*Big Sighs* Life is great =D

God never blink

I bought a book to kill some time at the airport yesterday. This book is entitled "God Never Blinks" by Regina Brett. The amazing 50 lesson for life's little detour that she shares will leave you rethink, re-priorities you values, taking life as it is and so much more. These lesson are real and they are something you and me can associates with.  Each chapter of this book will leave you even more hungry for the next. Her writings are funny, witty to be read, but also you will be dumbfounded by some of her simple lessons in life. Towards the end of this book, she speaks of how she resolves her daddy issues, how she rebuild a relationship with her mother that she never had a chance to build and overcome the fact that she was an unwed mother at the age of 21. There were so much more from the book that I wish I could share with you here. However, you need to read it for yourself to really apply all the wonderful lessons into your life. Hence, I strongly recommends you to read this book =)

Ponteng Work

I couldn't wake up in time for work today, so I called in late and asked for 1 hour replacement (yeah, we get to do this due to the extra long hours we gave to the company). However, I was actually late for 15 min only. So since that I had already informed the company that I'll be late any way, I went to the nearby cafe to enjoy my morning coffee first. 

It was a blissful morning =) 

PHEW!

I was so close to getting fired today (though my boss is too kind to not do that to me), because I nearly did an unforgivable mistake that will jeopardized the company image. I was tasked to prepare a presentation two weeks earlier and today is the day. Unfortunately, the thumb drive didn't work when I try to play it on the projector, I was due to present in like another 30min.

Unlike the usual presentation, I didn't save a copy online either this time. The options left were either, forfeit the chance to present, or redo. Since we were all the way in Ipoh already, I asked for a chance to redo. Thankfully the organizer push my presentation to the last. So, I've got at least good 2 hour to redo every thing. Talk bout redoing every thing that you did in the past 2 weeks into 2 hour. Thankfully, I managed to pull it off and presented on time. PHEW!

For this, I really want to give thanks and praise God for seeing me through. I really couldn't have done it without Him. As stress out as it seems, I felt like there is peace within me, a strength that I know I have that I can pull it off.

Just another regular outing

Just another regular outing with a good friend =) 

My first sewing on clothes for toy =)

Fear of death

He was there, sitting at the edge of the bed with his body facing the head of the bed. With him looking as pale as before, hair uncombed, he seems to blend in with the rest of his roommate at the ward. From a far, you can tell that he is waiting for some one, any one, for the matter of fact. His wife, was on her way to the hospital. While we, his daughter and grand daughter, just walked in to visit him. Grandpa got admitted to hospital today, because his blood vessels were so clotted that the dialysis cannot take place. So the doctor had to send him to another hospital to remove the clotted blood out. Thank God that the clotted blood were removed, though I'm not too sure how that took place. However, I can feel his fear for death. 'I'm dying soon' was the words he uttered to me. I suppose he had a very long and hard day, but am thankful that he is physically and emotionally better by the time we left the hospital. He will be discharged the next day.

This makes me think of death. To be more specific, is the fear of leaving our loved ones, the dreams that we yet to achieve, or the words left unspoken that overwhelmed me. Do you?

Please keep my grandpa in your prayers. Thanks

Double Tree revisited

A day with grandma

Squeeze Kat Chai juice the traditional way!