I cried when I watch this...

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...because it meant something for me.

So it does to you too.

=D

Carol was right. So far, my blog is filled with lots of emo-ness in it. So as for this post, I am going to post something a little brighter, happier post =D

Work trial at the Tokyo Garden went well. Although it was superb busy last night, the boss actually think that I did a great job and ask me to go back. Yay! =D I did get screamed at tho, but not because I am too clumsy or whatsoever; is just because we can hardly hear each other with so much noise in the restaurant. It gets really busy and headache at some point of time. The fellow workers were really friendly to me as well, so really thank God for it =)

On a side note, I went for a swim with Andrew, Steph and Sylvia yesterday, at the Moana Pool. Ahhh.... the smell of chlorine (>.<) hehe. An intense (well, I think ;p) morning exercise, followed by a nice 15 min soak in the hot pool. It made my day seems so good =D We then went to Veno Vena for brunch, food was awesome =D love the pancakes! I think I found another alternative to Capper's delicious yet expensive pancake now.

Part time job trial at Tokyo Garden

Feelings: =) /=(

=) cause I found a new part time job

=( cause I heard from Surynn that a guy,

who went for a trial before me,

already feel like quitting at the end of the night

hrmm...... I wonder what will it be like tonight.

broken strings

you broke the trust that we had for each other

you took advantage of my trust on you

you left me all alone when you found some one else

you were never there when I needed support

you make fun of my emotions

you point out my wrongs but never forgive

you bring me down to make yourself look good

you are the worst friend that any one can ask for

but then again, who am I to judge you. Now that we are no longer friends, I still want to wish you all the best. Because we were once friend.

just a little update =)

As I am moving towards my 3rd week of uni, it seems to me that, management papers are far more interesting than I expected it to be. Although some of the essential readings are boring or dull, but the classes were really informative and interesting. So much so that, I actually hoped that it doesn't ends. Honestly, I really wonders if I have taken the wrong course. Hrmmm...

On the side note, I was pretty up sad over a incident, which I know I shouldn't be. Well the situation is one of my friend had a birthday party and I was not invited (T.T) yeah, as bitter as it sounds to be, I really felt dejected by it. I know it sounds a bit childish, but is just one of those friends that I thought I am part of their life, but the fact remains I am not that important to them at all. Oh well, was feeling pretty shitty that evening after I found out from other friends bout the celebration. However, after a nice little quality time with my brother, I was feeling so so much better. Wonders that a family member can do, by bringing back the sun to your life again =)

Back to Uni again, assignments are coming up now and the lecture notes are piling up again. This time, will definitely try to keep with the work load =D till then, tata!

part time job hunting

Trial 1: Rain Forest Failed

Trial 2: McDonald Failed

Trial 3: Couplands Failed

Trial 4: Still searching...

I am not comfortable

"I am not comfortable with you going drinking with her". There I said it.

Now that you know, what difference does it makes any way.

You still go on with it.

coming back home

For some reason, it felt really weird to be back in the big city again. Honestly, I always find it easier to adapt into a smaller town, as compare to, moving into a bigger city. i guess seeing people walking so fast, being so angry or stress all the time, the traffic madness, and the need to be at a defense mode at all time is really stressing me out. It got worse when dad was speeding all the way back home from the airport. yeah yeah, I do that very often too. But hey, my dad's driving skill is comparable to a F1 racer. So it was not really a pleasant ride ;( How did i ever survive it? I asked myself. I was once like that before, why do I find it so weird now. Maybe I have changed, but is it for better or worse? even the food I used to like so much seems to loose it's palatability or it seems rather less appealing to me now. Maybe the jet lag is playing a trick on my mind then, will see how it goes from here.

On the bright side, I watched soccer with dad and brother, for a while. Looking out of the sliding door is a beautiful night view that covers the KL city center. It is a breath taking scene, well, for me =) I do misses the night view from our apartment and also misses every thing back home and also my beloved doggy; but at the same time, I still felt like a stranger in my own home. What a queer feeling to have...

sigh

I am such a careless girl. Give me a glassware, and I break it. Give me a pair of expensive ear rings, I loose one of them. Give me a new car, I scratched and dented it. sigh...