Wrap up

This may be my last post here at blogger. Time to wrap it up and also for the year of 2013 =) For now, is waiting for the arrival of 2014, and also more exciting years to come!

To be honest

To be honest, I didn't want to let go of his hand for a good 3 seconds just now. It does felt good to have some one who wants to hold you as his significant other half. However, he is not the one :(

Playing with long shuttle =)

Moving soon!

I've been playing with the ideas on changing from blogspot to another blogging website for a while. The idea originated a few years ago, from the changing trend of people blogging at blogspot to other blog website like tumblr and wordpress. Back then, all that I really need is a platform to bring my voice out to the public, yet knowing that only a handful of people will actually read my blog. Contradicting much? I know, so I didn't bother to make any changes either. Well, is not like I need lots of clicks to make up for an advertisement quota or I need a lot of people to know. 

Most of the things I will be blogging about are my personal thoughts, thoughts that I am keeping to myself. Thoughts that I think is right to myself and yet not wish to impose to others, or a place to channel my anger (most of the time), or events that had happened and I need to write them down because I'm afraid of losing them, or maybe the things I just feel like writing. I'm not a good writer with all my silly grammatically mistake all over the place. I remember letting E to mark my essays all the time back in Uni (he is really good in his words and writing skills), he would always returned my essays with red markings covering almost whole of the page. Haha. 

Now, 5 years have pass since I started this blog. It has covers a lot of chapters in my life. For the new year, I want to start a new blog fresh. Hence, I think now is the right time to close this book and start on a new one soon =) 

Three (3) things

There are three things that I want to share today.

Today, a friend shared one of the key lesson she learned in life with me. 
It goes like this, with reference to the picture below, if you are asked to place a dot in the triangle that represents where you are at the moment, where will you put it?

For her case, she was told bout this triangle in a time when she was most distanced from her family. It was a terrible time and things didn't go well with her family. Not only so, there were only so little time left for herself. This message came to her at the right time, and it enlightened her that, changes needed to be made, relationships to amend. She took the message seriously and work on herself and the relationships with her family. Things were then changed for the better, it is a good ending for her =) Till now, this triangle is one of the key lesson in life that she hold on dearly. It helped her to keep check with all the relationships around her and make sure that she is not placing too much on one end and neglected the rest.

So that makes me wonder, what about myself? I think at the moment, my dot will be placed slightly towards self and family, though I am meeting up with friends at least once a week. I can not stay at home for far too long. I would be getting restless if I stay home for more than 2 days. Itchy butt I got, my mom once told me.

What about you? How are you balancing your family, friends and time for yourself?

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Friends with benefit or temporary boyfriend? 
Since my birthday is coming, a friend offered to celebrate with me and he even asked me if I wanted any birthday present. Wow, sounds like a good guy right? Yeah, he is, unfortunately, he is attached. That makes me wonder, is this normal? Am I really the only overly jealous girlfriend that stops my bf from building any relationship with the opposite sex. By the way, I don't think so, I never stops him. However I do want him to keep me accountable... make sense, no? ANY WAY, back to the story, I kindly rejected him that I don't need any present, just a simple dinner and a nice drink after will do. Then he came and offer me something really crazy! He says he can be my bf for the day. HUH?! I was like, are you sure your gf will be happy bout this? And he replied, yes. HUH?!!! Right... what has the world become?! (maybe he lied bout the gf agreeing to this). The conversation went on with me asking more question bout it (I still cannot believe it) and then friends with benefit came into the picture. *gasp* I might have heard stories like this happening on other people, but never once I've ever imagined it happening to me. Trust me, just make sure your heart is not easily shaken and anchor to the Lord, then is really not that hard to turn thosppe temptations down. 

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Have you ever heard of a dog's heart beat?
I was placing my hand on my dog's chest just now and I tried to feel her heart beat. It was not easy to spot the heart beat at first. You need to make sure that it is lying down, then slide your hand towards the left side of the chest. If it slightly tilted its body up front a bit, it will be difficult for you to feel it. So you need to make sure that it is lying down on it left side, I think the heart sort of comes nearly to the skin when it does that, then slowly but surely you will feel it. It was just amazing to feel another heart beats, as it represents life. Life that you and me cannot give, it is so precious. The same goes with yours, be grateful and never take life for granted.

Thankful

I was looking through my photo albums on Facebook, there was this sudden feeling of being blessed emerged. I'm really thankful for all the wonderful blessings in my life. I've got to travel so much, and able to meet so many amazing, beautiful people in life. What else can I ask for? Nothing :)

Escape Goat.

Maybe to a certain extent, it is true that
he was pushing his responsibility to
other people. But under who's influence? I
think is the person who introduced the job
to him, refusing to admit that she made
a wrong recommendation to the company.
It was convenient for them, as I was there
so eager to help and available for them
to be use to as an escape goat.

Then again, the whole issue will not be
that complicated if there isn't a 3rd person
who claim to have an eye for character (
actually the person who has the worst
character in the company) to make a
irresponsible complain against him.

Also, not to forget the boss who is so
easily influence by all the wrong people, the
one who is hopeless in assigning task to ppl,
and also the one who made such a reckless
judgement without really understanding the
issue.

At the end of the day, I really felt like me
and him, is just another two puppet who had
fallen into the company's political traps.

Time for a drink mate, and I wish you all
the best in your future venture.
Is a good thing that you are leaving!

beer clanks*

City of the lion

So I'm back to the city of lion. Though the schedule aren't that tight this time, I'm spending the night in the hotel tonight. My boss is happily wondering on orchard road now. Maybe tomorrow night, but ooh well. I'm happy snuggling underneath the duvet and watch my new favorite movie, the vow. Kinda wrong movie to watch in the wrong city, emo emo emo time :p

New York, The big Apple baby! =D

less than a month! 

It’s the Marine, Sailor, Soldier and Airmen

It’s the Marine, Sailor, Soldier and Airmen not the reporter
Who has given us the Freedom of the Press.
It’s the Marine, Sailor, Soldier and Airmen not the poet,
Who has given us the Freedom of Speech.
It’s the Marine, Sailor, Soldier and Airmen not the politicians
That ensures our right to Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness.
It’s the Marine, Sailor, Soldier and Airmen who salutes the flag,
Who serves beneath the flag,
And whose coffin is draped by the flag.

Reference: http://www.taylormorris.org/

God Never Blinks: Lesson 4

Lesson 4: Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

What I learned is that, some times, people often take themselves too seriously. They want to achieve this and that, sacrificing their time and health, and the end of the day? They will be all worn out, unable to take a step further and feeling empty inside instead of being satisfied with their achievement.

So are you one of them? Are you beating yourself up for the unreasonable high expectation and pressure that you have been giving yourself? Or that hope and dreams that you think others had put onto you? Well, good news! Now is the time to put them down and not worry too much on it =)

Go on, jump out into the rain and dances your heart out.
Put on that lovely dress that you have been keeping for special moments
Skip your way down the hallway like a kid
Wear different color of socks or better still, if you are a guy, get one of those silly cartoon tie
( I think guys with those guys have a good sense of humor =p)
Start a food fight!

haha, no matter what it is, make sure that, you are enjoying life as it while working your way towards your dreams.

Freedom from human rules

A leader in church went for a short trip with an opposite gender member in the church. No one know of it, until they have came back together. They were no married of course, hence many critics was poured unto them. Regardless of any sexual sin was ever committed, the judgment was placed.

This happened long ago, and I was shocked to hear bout the details now. Because I knew them, and I gave them the benefit of the doubt. Since the leader was strong in his stand when other couple were getting too close physically, I thought they will not be easily tempted. However, I am in no position to judge either, I am a sinner too. Still, I'm really annoyed at the fact that this leader was out there judging people around me before, I'm pretty sure he had something to say bout me too..

Today scripture speak of Freedom from human rules 2 colossians 1:16~23, which answers this scenario perfectly. No, I'm not saying that this leader should be judged and punish. No one in this world is qualified but God himself. Instead, this passage gives us a good guideline on how to face them and that how we can learn not to be like them or else, we will be facing the same treatment like they will be facing.. I do pray hard I don't and won't be like this.

Brother and sister in Christ, please correct me of I'm wrong. Slap me if you ever need to. I'll be greatful to you later.

One of my favorite shot

A reminder

A reminder for the extra weight left need to be shed. 

New toy!

My new toy! This time, it really burns my pocket..

Got this new baby for bout 1.7k, the camera pouch comes free btw. 

Then I add on the filter lens for another 250. 

Never in my life have I invest so much on a camera. 

Oh well, at least now I can go around with a good camera 

and capture some of those really precious memory and beautiful scene around me. 

Say "cheese"! SNAP*

 =)

acting cute =p

Catch up with my favorite girl friend

God never blinks: Lesson 3

This post took me a while to write, simply because, this is one of the greatest lesson that I need to learn. I spend nearly a week drafting and rewriting this post. Though it might still seems bit disorientated, I hope you get what I want to say. 

Lesson 3: Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 

Have you ever had some one in your life that, had hurt you so deeply that, you would tremble in anger whenever you think about them? Or the person who has wrong you despite all the kindness that you have shown onto them? Some one who claims to love you, yet was also the person who had hurt you the most?

For each scenario mentioned above, I have. Up till now,  whenever I thought of them, it still hurts me and haunts me. Yes, I know that all these are not healthy for our soul and a friend once told me, these bitter memories and feelings will only eat you up from within. So here's where this lesson comes into the picture.

This chapter teaches us that, by helping and freeing the other party, only then we can free ourselves and find peace. But one may ask, how do you get to that place of forgiveness and love? After all that they had done, seriously, like how?

"It's pure grace for some, hard work for other."

For those who needs more, and as a believer of Christ, this would help

Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you. 

Ephesians 4:31-32 NIV

I believe that "resentment" is one of the biggest obstacle in forgiving others. However, to overcome it, we need to know that deep resentment leads only to futility and unhappiness, it keeps us away from the sunlight of the spirit. So why should we hold onto all the unhappiness in life, keep ourself in the dark, while we can be free, living with beautiful smiles on our faces, and enjoying our time with love and grace from God.  

So to do so, it suggest us to pray for the thing or person that we resent.

"Ask for their health, prosperity, their happiness, and we will be free. do it every day for two week and you will find that the bitterness, hatred and resentment that you once felt will be turned into compassionate understanding and love.."

So are you ready to take that big step?

Reference: Regina B. (2010). God Never Blinks: 50 lessons for life's  little detours. 

New York: Grand Central Publishing.

God Never Blinks: Lesson 2

Lesson 2: When in doubt, just take the next right step.

I find this profoundly true. Many of us are desperately trying to figure out what course to study after high school, what job are we suppose to get, are we going to make ends meet, should we go out with that person, should we settle down, where should we do it, how are we going to pull it through with the long distance, will his/her parent like me, what if I got fired... etc Too often, we focus on the problem so much that, we won't dare to make a step.

ACTUALLY, all we need to do is to take the next right step.

Take a course catalogue if you don't know what to study,
submit the CV any way and see what comes back (if God wills it, He will leave a door open),
take a financial planner class or stop using unnecessary money to make ends meet,
talk it out with the person or those around you if you are ready for a relationship (or better still talk to your pastor & parent about settling down),
be yourself in front of others and relax (the more nervous you are when meeting the in-law, the more likely you are going to screw it up. so might as well, take a deep breath and enjoy the moment. remember the first lesson "get to"),
do your best in work, even if you got fired, move on. (who knows you might get a better offer later).

"So what's you next right step? Whatever it is, take it" Regina Brett

Reference: Regina B. (2010). God Never Blinks: 50 lessons for life's  little detours. 

New York: Grand Central Publishing.

因为，在珍惜那过程中，我们已得到那完美的结果了。

刚刚看完“被偷走的五年”，真的很伤感。
突然也领悟到，虽然那分爱情没有好结果，

但它的美，它的那份真爱，是不可取代的。

人生嘛，是不可能常如我们所愿。

但只须学习珍惜，那是否有结果都已不重要了。

因为，在珍惜那过程中，我们已得到那完美的结果了。 

God Never Blinks: Lesson 1

For the next few posts, I'm going to write about my own understanding on the lessons that were taught in the book entitled "God Never Blinks". Of course, they are going to be my own personal thoughts and be linked to my own life experiences. So if you are keen, take a read and I hope to inspire you with it =)

Lesson 1: Life is good
The take home message was "get to". Many of us complains about the need to go to work, the need to finish up an assignment, the need to cook for family, the need to serve in church. However, if we were to take a step back and look at our life, we will realize that actually we were very much blessed in life.

We get to go to work while others struggle to find one for months or even years some times,
we get to study and work on an assignment while some may not even have the chance to receive education,
we get to cook a meal for our family while some orphans have none to dine with (or some of their loved ones has passed on and leaving only regrets for not spending enough time together),
and we get to serve in church while others may be persecuted for practicing their religion.

Now tell me aren't you blessed? =)

Instead of approaching each day with a "need to" attitude, how about turning it around and tell yourself, you get to do all those things.

Reference: Regina B. (2010). God Never Blinks: 50 lessons for life's  little detours. 

New York: Grand Central Publishing. 

Happy hour after work

日子都排满了

虽然啊，把日子都排满了，但有时还会想念着他。

2nd Attempt on Clothing for toys.

My mom is away in New Zealand at the moment, feeling bored at home. I took out some of the old toys that me and my brother used to play with. They were all worn out, so I decided to mend it and put on some new clothes on them. I started with Wendy the bear. 

Wendy is a lot easier to start with because she was the last one to be added into the family, hence the damage on her was minimal. Haha, we are pretty rough when it comes to toys, you will see why later. So using the left over ribbons and a yellow top that I no longer wear, I made a small piece of clothing on her. 

The ribbon & yellow top

  

Next, I worked on Nyek Nyek Bear. Now this one, this one had served us the longest. So the damage is severe as compare to Wendy the Bear. He has openings all over his body, so a lot of time was taken to seal them back. To top it off, the material of this teddy is wearing out. So if I were to pull it slightly harder, I might tore it apart. 

I haven figure out the right clothing on this one yet, but since mending it has taken me some time, I will just leave it at its original state for now. 

There is only so much I can do for the eyes...  

Lastly, is Coco the Bear. I left this the to the last, because I need to find the right cloth to the body. As shown in the picture, we tried to sew the broken part back, but it was really badly done. So this time, I decided to put on some new cloth for him.

I also added a new scarf for him, nice? =D

Don't deny me

”don't deny me my child ” was the word that I've been hearing from God lately. When I'm lying on the bed, contemplating if I should do my Bible study or go to sleep. These words came and made me take up the Bible willingly.

Is it for you too?

Maid of Honor =) 

Ready

A friend of mine asked if she can introduce a guy to me. To my surprise, I replied no. I thought I was eager to meet some one new, but I was rather afraid when she asked. I wasn't ready. I wasn't ready to give up my life now and be involve in another relationship again. I am also afraid that I'll screw it up again. Then again, I'll never know when will I be ready, I'll leave this part to God. I'm sure He had already figured it out, so I'll just take it easy for now ;)

A blissful way to spend my saturday afternoon

Teh tarik, great book, entertainment on the move and 

a massage chair with blanket to cover me from the breezy air-con. 

*Big Sighs* Life is great =D

God never blink

I bought a book to kill some time at the airport yesterday. This book is entitled "God Never Blinks" by Regina Brett. The amazing 50 lesson for life's little detour that she shares will leave you rethink, re-priorities you values, taking life as it is and so much more. These lesson are real and they are something you and me can associates with.  Each chapter of this book will leave you even more hungry for the next. Her writings are funny, witty to be read, but also you will be dumbfounded by some of her simple lessons in life. Towards the end of this book, she speaks of how she resolves her daddy issues, how she rebuild a relationship with her mother that she never had a chance to build and overcome the fact that she was an unwed mother at the age of 21. There were so much more from the book that I wish I could share with you here. However, you need to read it for yourself to really apply all the wonderful lessons into your life. Hence, I strongly recommends you to read this book =)

Ponteng Work

I couldn't wake up in time for work today, so I called in late and asked for 1 hour replacement (yeah, we get to do this due to the extra long hours we gave to the company). However, I was actually late for 15 min only. So since that I had already informed the company that I'll be late any way, I went to the nearby cafe to enjoy my morning coffee first. 

It was a blissful morning =) 

PHEW!

I was so close to getting fired today (though my boss is too kind to not do that to me), because I nearly did an unforgivable mistake that will jeopardized the company image. I was tasked to prepare a presentation two weeks earlier and today is the day. Unfortunately, the thumb drive didn't work when I try to play it on the projector, I was due to present in like another 30min.

Unlike the usual presentation, I didn't save a copy online either this time. The options left were either, forfeit the chance to present, or redo. Since we were all the way in Ipoh already, I asked for a chance to redo. Thankfully the organizer push my presentation to the last. So, I've got at least good 2 hour to redo every thing. Talk bout redoing every thing that you did in the past 2 weeks into 2 hour. Thankfully, I managed to pull it off and presented on time. PHEW!

For this, I really want to give thanks and praise God for seeing me through. I really couldn't have done it without Him. As stress out as it seems, I felt like there is peace within me, a strength that I know I have that I can pull it off.

Just another regular outing

Just another regular outing with a good friend =) 

My first sewing on clothes for toy =)

Fear of death

He was there, sitting at the edge of the bed with his body facing the head of the bed. With him looking as pale as before, hair uncombed, he seems to blend in with the rest of his roommate at the ward. From a far, you can tell that he is waiting for some one, any one, for the matter of fact. His wife, was on her way to the hospital. While we, his daughter and grand daughter, just walked in to visit him. Grandpa got admitted to hospital today, because his blood vessels were so clotted that the dialysis cannot take place. So the doctor had to send him to another hospital to remove the clotted blood out. Thank God that the clotted blood were removed, though I'm not too sure how that took place. However, I can feel his fear for death. 'I'm dying soon' was the words he uttered to me. I suppose he had a very long and hard day, but am thankful that he is physically and emotionally better by the time we left the hospital. He will be discharged the next day.

This makes me think of death. To be more specific, is the fear of leaving our loved ones, the dreams that we yet to achieve, or the words left unspoken that overwhelmed me. Do you?

Please keep my grandpa in your prayers. Thanks

Double Tree revisited

A day with grandma

Squeeze Kat Chai juice the traditional way!   

So close yet so far

I didn't felt so disappointed when I broke up with my ex,
but today I felt it, I was really disappointed.

I went to see Nick Vujicic. However, there were so many people at the church that, those who were late were all turned away. I was one of them. Even when I was there ahead of time, way before the scheduled time. I searched and searched for a car park and walked a distance. Then I was turn away. 

So close yet so far. Next time, I will be there early =(

Thankful

I am thankful to still have you to care for me and be patient on me.
I am thankful to still have you believe in me despite all that I have done unto you.
I am thankful that you still call me your friend.

Be happy my friend and know that she is a lucky girl ;)

I'm glad I helped.

I stayed back quite late last night, to work on a presentation with my colleague. As much as I'm angry with my boss for changing things last minute, but I guess I have my part to play as well. If only I put in more effort into it, then we wouldn't have to stay so late. That reminds me of a verse from the Bible.

5 Slaves, obey your earthly masters with respect and fear, and with sincerity of heart, just as you would obey Christ. 6 Obey them not only to win their favor when their eye is on you, but as slaves of Christ, doing the will of God from your heart.

Ephesians 6: 5–6

Although the night was tough and long, but I'm glad I stayed back to help. My colleague finally able to present it on her own and she had improved so much then. She thank me later that day and I can felt her sincerity in it. It felt warm and fuzzy in my heart. 

1 Corinthians 13:4-6

She went up to the stage and shared how her illness had overwhelm her. How badly it had affected her sleep, her life, her frustration, not being understood by her husband and finally her frustration with God. Her helplessness had bring her nowhere but only distancing herself from those around her. Then in the mid of the helplessness, God drew her back to Him. Wrapping Himself around her, as she knelt down in her prayer once again,  He told her that she is His "beautiful princess". God promised her that every thing is going to be okay, softening her heart and allowing her to rest in Him. So there she was, sharing her testimony with the church, seeking our help to pray for her and also sharing such moving testimony.

Under the stage, I saw how her husband hold her hands, as though they are a newly married couple once again. I am awe by the fact that she just confess how her illness affected their relationship and yet they can still keep the relationship alive despite all that had happened. What an amazing role model to learn from!

old school

I was having this chat with my colleague the other day and she says that blogger is quite out dated already. Haha, I do agree with her, so I guess I'm part of the old school clan now. I tried other blogging website before, such as tumblr. But I still find blogger easier to manage, not to mention that I can customized the template of my blog (easily*).

So old school or not, I guess I just need a platform where I can share my ideas or keep a record of all the things I thought of or felt of. It does not serve as a broadcaster (though some people will take it personally for all the things that I said on this blog). Oh well, I guess if you are not comfortable reading them, then don't click onto my blog and read. I never put a knife on your neck and force you to read it. Right?

written by a member of an old school clan

Some of the bible study questions worth sharing =)

Some of the bible study questions worth sharing =)

1. Are you alive spiritually or just breathing, going through the motions?
2. Are you so thirsty for God that on any other day, you can only be satisfied when you've drunk deeply of Him?
3. Do you desire God more than any thing else, like as if He's there in person with you right now?
4. Do you taste the sweetness, peace and love, like God deep in you now?
5. Just the thought of God- does it captivate you?

Time to make the dreams come true.

God's glory comes in all forms and sizes.

Some one said "if being a christian is so hard, might as well, we stay on being a non-christian". It is a very mislead statement. The whole purpose of being a christian is not getting all the blessing from God or to have an eternal life. It is to bring God's glory.

Imagine some one gives  you a 100 dollar note, brand new and crispy clean. You would take right away. Now imagine it being crumbled, would you still take it? I'm sure you would. Lastly, imagine it being crumbled and stepped on. All dirty and dusty, but it is still the 100 dollar note. Would you still take it? I bet you would, because the 100 dollar value is still there.

Now God's glory is like the value of the 100 dollar note. No matter how much suffering we went through, or how good of a life we had, God's glory is still there. Just because is not presented in a pretty or presentable forms, it doesn't mean that is not there. So remember that no matter what situation we are in, God's glory is with us. I hope this makes sense to you.

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I am very much blessed to be part of my current home church. It was a regret for not coming to the church earlier, not able to meet the awesome people from my cell. However, I'm still very much grateful that I'm here with the church today and with my cell group. Being able to meet different people from different background and stages of life really open my eyes to the world. 

Looking forward to meet more beautiful people from church! Keep me in your prayers. 

A celebration =)

Live life to the fullest

I don't want to get to the end if my life
and find that I have just lived the length of it.
I want to have lived the width of it as well.

Diane Ackerman

The right guy, the right time and the right place.

I wasn't ready to commit myself.
I wasn't ready for marriage.
I wasn't ready at all.

Now that I think back, the breakup was not a bad idea after all.
It seems like the best way out for both of us.

I wasn't the one he need.
I wasn't the one he want.
I wasn't the right one.

Hopefully, one day, we will both find the right one at the right time. Funny that he used to asked me that among the right time, the right people and the right place (i think something like this), which one matters to me most. I still find it hard to answer, all three still matter to me.

The right guy, the right time and the right place.

好一句，不够爱。

不够爱与不爱，是不同的。

不够爱，是有爱过，有付出过。
当他／她说爱你时，他们都是认真的。

唯一的地方，就是他们对你的爱，不知有多深。
到底，他们爱你的程度是足够让你们一起天长地久，
或是做个暂时性的情人，

除了她／他以外，无人知 

funny share!

A little bird was flying south for the Winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by and shit on him.

As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.

A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

What's your lesson for the day?

Every single day, there is a lesson to be learn from God.
The lesson is not made to punish us or to condemn us.
It is made to teach us to be more Christ like.

So what's your lesson for the day?

What is holding you back?

Sometimes, it isn't the hurt or the wrongs that others done unto us that's holding us back.
It is the grudge that we, ourself, held on dearly to.
It made us harder to move on, unable to let ourself love again and eventually

unable to pass on the love of Christ had for us.

My pastor said

My pastor said, he may not be a millionaire, but he is a million hair man :)

Left on the shelf and proud of it

So I might be one of those girls left on the shelf.
However, I think is still so much better than getting married the third time.
I sincerely hope that this will be your last "husband to be". bitch.

Found my new favorite coffee

老师的爱，不会只停留在课室里。

昨天和我小学老师和朋友们聚会。没想到，十五年就这样过了。老师喔，还是在我想象中一样的慈祥。虽然，只有三位同学出席，但我们尽然可从七点谈到晚上十二点。我们都是被店里的员工给踢出来才肯回家。哈哈。现在的老师，可是成为我们的良师益友了。虽然我们再也不是她的学生，可是喔，在她身上还是学会了许多人生道理 (特别是现在做小学老师的困难）。哈哈，比起现在的小学生，她可是一直称赞我们那年代的孩子比较好教。听着老师的诉苦，也会想起以前的我们怎么把老师给气的半死。哈哈。除此以外，老师也会不停的教导和开解我们的心事。所以，她真的是一位好老师，而且是我很敬爱的老师。

What will you choose?

My colleague asked me a very interesting question today.

1) If you have the chance to go back in time, will you change the course that you studied?

2) If you have the chance to go back in time, will you choose not to go out with your ex?

Very impromptu of her aye? haha, she has a very cute character. Any way, my answer is like this, I might actually take up management instead of nutrition. However, having said that, I am still very much interested in nutrition. My reason for choosing management is because, unless one is determined to work their way through to being a dietitian, then only this nutrition field is worth going into. I felt a bit hanging in the sky at the moment, haha. I am unable to pursue for higher level of education (my grades don't allow me to do so, unless I take up another year of post grad diploma or sorts). And I cannot go any where else with my nutrition degree. Which is why, I took up management after the nutrition degree. It does open more doors of opportunity and I find myself doing rather better than mu nutrition degree. fail much =p

Alright, the second one, the tougher question. I really do not know. I am who I am today because I am molded  by my past and experiences. That's something I hold on to, since high school.. I do, however, may want to change a few decisions that I made, during the previous relationship. Am I making any sense here?

So yeah, that's my answers to the questions above. You?

惜缘

是。。。 珍惜每一段缘分。

First world Problem

we are so caught up with the gadgets and internet nowadays that is very rare to see a group of people who can talk to each other without looking at their phones/gadgets..

Are you using your time wisely?

I can do things that amaze myself some times.

Finally I home! Okay, I did some thing SO un-me just now that I really need to note it down. I took a taxi home just now. The taxi is not just any regular uncle, he was young, rather fair and good looking. I actually tip him just because of his good looks xD For those who knows me will tell you that, I am very anal when it comes to tipping, and... particularly towards taxi drivers. So now you have a good idea, how good looking this guy is.

I actually mistook him as one of the foreign Nepalese that has pretty good looks. Turns out that, he is a local chinese staying at Ampang. Okay, I know what are you thinking here, I'm not that crazy enough to woo him or any thing. I am just saying this cause, I can do things that amazes myself some times . haha!

So...

So... My ex reads my blog sometimes, and I blog bout him some times. Well, half of the time, so what's next? Lock my blog? Meh, can't be bothered. These are real feelings, my feelings and I'm not shy to cover them up. 

I'm okay with meeting up by the way, felt like meeting up with an old friend. Wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. However, coming down to Singapore and going through all the places we been together was not the easy part. I guess it was those bitter sweet memory that makes things hard. 

Any way, after this trip down to Singapore. I have a feeling that I am going to blog less bout him. Haha, I am reminded of all the reason why we shouldn't be together.

So... What's next for you? keep me in your prayers :)

Feeling blessed

I prayed for the strength to over come this day. God is so faithful in answering my prayers that, as soon as I step out of my house, He sent me a beautiful lady that helped me with my overweight luggage.

Although I kept resisting her offer to help me (she is quite old and I felt bad to let her carry my things for me), she soften my heart by saying ”is okay, you are like my daughter, and I'm a mom. I want to help”

God bless you, kind lady!

Another wishful thinking

I was going through my stuff for the Ez Link card this evening. I need it for my trip down to Singapore tomorrow. Then I stumble upon this,

"Cold winds drive me on
Warm hearts meet together
Lonely I feel no more
Joy because you are here"

One of the many things that made me fell in love with you. How I wish I could turn back the time and to the cafe that drew us together.

Jesus & Coffee, the perfect combo

Pandora box

So here I am, waiting for the day to come. I wonder what will happen. Feels like opening up a Pandora box, not knowing what lies ahead.. Mostly afraid, of something bad will happen. something that I cannot handle.

When our boss is away...

Photo shoot session in the office! 

Trying out a new family member from Canon

That Latte Place

Finally, I got to visit the cafe I want to go! Is known as "That Latte Place" at a art center here in Ampang. I went there with my old friend from primary school =) Is been a while since we last catch up. Any way, here's some picture of the cafe~

My annoying yet good long time buddy

Hazelnut Milk. pretty Yum! 

Guest of honor from Kedah! 

My favorite Mocha! It seems to me that Mocha always cost more than other coffee here in Malaysia. 

The art

The cafe

"Egg Ben"

 "Hearty Breakfast"

"The Omelette"

Cute baby across the table. Haha, he kept looking back at us. Very adorable. 

My near finished Mocha. I like the lines formed in the cup =)

The canopy outside the cafe. Catering for the banquet tonight. pretty nice eh?